母亲节

星期天，也就是后天，母亲节就到了
伍丹让我在那天对着全教会作见证分享
昨晚写了一夜
希望你们能帮我看看 跟我说点意见等等
哈哈 写完后我把它用google translator翻译过来
笑死了
慢慢看吧～

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母亲节到了

还记得一周前伍丹给我打电话让我今天分享的时候，我就想，母亲是那么伟大的一个人，我怎么可能用短短的几句话来表达对她的感激呢？

每一个人都有一位爱她的母亲。不管在什么时候，在什么地方，妈妈永远是最爱你的。大家可能很少会停住我们忙碌的生活，来回想母亲为你从小到大付出的点点滴滴。其实当你回过头来，你将会发现“世上只有妈妈好”这短短的一句话背后的含义有多么的深刻。

还记得小时候妈妈带着我回娘家。那是我才一岁多吧。当时因为抱着我，所以看不到脚下的路。后来走着走着，“啤啊——”就摔进了一个很大的坑里。在里面呆了好长时间，最后终于被一位叔叔救了出来。虽然可能只是个小小的事故，可是为了保护我妈妈的大拇指因此骨折了。后来她跟我说，“当时我脑子里只想着要保护你。别的什么也不重要。只要你没有受伤，我忍受再多的痛也没关系。”当我听到的时候，我立刻就哭了。能愿意这么毫不犹豫的为你付出自己生命的一个人，一位母亲，她是多么的伟大呀。

后来我四岁的那一年，我和爸爸妈妈移民到新西兰。当时还没有我妹妹。妈妈为了让我能趁早把英文学好，每一天都会耐心的陪着我看电视，读书，写字，做题等等等，为的只是希望我能早日成才。我从小也是一个特别挑食的孩子，但同样的妈妈出自于爱，一口一口细心的把我喂大。

可是就在我五岁的那一年，我们全家的命运改变了。96年底我妹妹进入了我们的人生。认识我们家的人大概都知道我妹妹跟普通的孩子不一样吧…
在她的身上我相信我父母付出的可能比任何父母都还要多。也就因为如此，从小我就学会了独立。自从她的出生，妈妈就基本上把所有的时间跟精力放在她的身上，爸爸也忙着做家务事，所以我从很小就学会把所有的心事压在自己的心里，不想给父母增加更多的麻烦。也就因为如此，我学会把自己封闭起来，把门关上，自己坐在屋子里。

但是我觉得我可以很诚实的说，我从来都没有嫉妒过我妹妹，因为我理解家里的情况。但是有时候心里真的会感觉到一种很沉重的伤痛。特别是当我看到别的孩子可以单独跟妈妈一起出去玩，我却不能。
我常常就会觉想，“为什么我身边的朋友可以这么自由的跟自己的妈妈出去喝一杯咖啡？为什么我从来都没有这个机会？一年能出去一次，哪怕一天也好…却去不了。”

记得有一次真的伤透了父母的心。那时候还在上小学吧…晚上我忘记为什么跟妈妈吵架了，可是当时我把所有心里承受的压力跟痛苦都抱怨到父母的身上。当时我就问妈妈说，“你们是不是不爱我了？”那时的我真的以为父母并不关心我的存在，真的不再爱我了。好多次我想过，能完全逃出这个黑暗的世界该是多么的幸福。
但后来妈妈同样流着泪水，跟我说，“父母永远是最爱你的。”我突然看到了一位疲倦的妈妈。因为上帝在她的身上赐下的重担，因为命运的痛苦，因为她的爱心和责任感，因为她的无奈，她的自责，她的迫不得已…我才知道，其实她也并不希望这样子。但命运偏偏不给她这个机会，让我们能拥有更多单独的回忆。从那次我才知道自己真的伤透了父母的心。妈妈对不起…

其实回过头来，回想这12年一家人度过的风风雨雨，就感觉真的从到‘死因的幽谷’走了出来。真的能感觉到神的带领。不管如何，每个人都还是健康的，为了这个我要感谢神。最起码家里的情况一天一天的在好转，为了这个我也要感谢神。更重要的，我要为了一位这么伟大的母亲而感谢神。虽然她可能并不是在我的身上付出那么多，可是，通过我妹妹，我亲眼看到母爱的力量。我也体会到爱和责任心能战胜的困难。母亲的付出，用心和决心战胜了那‘死因的幽谷。’

在这里，我想对妈妈说几句话，
“妈妈，诗篇23：4说，
我虽然行过死荫的幽谷，也不怕遭害。因为你与我同在。你的杖，你的竿，都安慰我。
既然我们家已经走出了那死因的幽谷，以后的日子只能越来越好。请你相信上帝，把一生以来，从小到大累积的痛苦、重担都交托给神。相信他，他会背着你走下以后的人生。妈妈，谢谢你”

在这里，我也想代表所有的青少年团契祝所有的妈妈们，母亲节快乐！


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The translation

Mother's Day to the

伍丹recall a week ago to give me a call, let me share today, I wanted to, the mother is so great a person, how could I use just a few words to express her gratitude to them?

Everyone has a mother love her. No matter when, where, my mother will always be your favorite. You may rarely stopped our busy lives, to recall his mother from small to large for you to pay the little bit. In fact, when you come back to, you will find "there is only a good mother," this short sentence the meaning behind how profound.

Still remember when I returned home with her mother. That is more than one year old, I was right. At that time, because with me, so do not see the road at the foot. Later, walked, "ah beer -" to fall into a big pit. Stayed there a long time and finally was rescued by an uncle. It may be just a small accident, but in order to protect my mother's thumb, therefore the fracture. Later she told me that, "At that time, I just want to mind the need to protect you. Nothing else important. As long as you do not have injuries, the pain I put up with it does not matter more." When I heard, I immediately tears. So do not hesitate to willingness to pay for your own life, a person, a mother, how great she is you.

Later that year my four-year-old, I and my parents immigrated to New Zealand. At that time, not my sister. Mother as early as possible in order so that I can learn English every day and I will accompany the patient watching television, reading, writing, and title and so on and so on, as the only hope I can become as soon as possible. I am being choosy food from a young age is also a special children, but from the same mother in love, one of a carefully fed me great.

But in my five-year-old year, we changed the fate of the whole family. 96 at the end of my sister into our life. Awareness of our people will know my sister with the children not the same as the general right ...
In her I am sure that my parents could pay more than any parents. Also because of this, from an early age I learned independence. Since her birth, my mother basically all the time with the focus on her, her father was also busy doing housework, so I learned from a very small mind all the pressure in their own heart, do not want to give parents more trouble. Also because of this, I learned how to put together their own closed, shut the door, sitting in their house.

But I think I can honestly say that I have never been jealous of my sister, because I understand the situation at home. But sometimes the heart really feel a very heavy pain. Especially when I saw the other children can be together with her mother out to play, I can not.
I often would feel like, "Why do I can be friends with the freedom of their own mother out to drink a cup of coffee? Why am I never this opportunity? To go out once a year, or even a day ... but to them."

Remember that the parents really heart broken. Was still at primary school it ... I forgot why quarrel with her mother, but when I put all the pressure was painful with all the parents who complained. At that time, I asked my mother said, "you do not love me?" At the time, I really think that parents do not care about my existence, really no longer love me. I have thought many times to completely escape the dark world of how the well-being.
The same mother but tears of water, told me that "parents will always be your favorite." I suddenly saw a tired mother. Because God in her body thanks to the heavy burden because of the fate of suffering, because of her love and sense of responsibility, because of her helplessness, her remorse, her last resort ... I know that she does not want to like this. But fate but do not give her opportunity for us to have more separate memories. From that I really know that they had broken the hearts of parents. Mom I am sorry ...

In fact, come back to, I recall that a family spent 12 years of ups and downs, we feel it from the 'death valley' came out. Really felt led by God. In any case, everyone is healthy, for this I would like to thank God. Home at least the situation is improving day by day, for this I would also like to thank God. More importantly, I would like to order a such a great mother and thank God. Although she may not have in my body so much, but my sister, I have witnessed the power of motherly love. I understand the love and responsibility can overcome the difficulties. To pay the mother's intention and determination to beat it 'cause of death of the Valley. '

Here, I would like to say a few words to her mother,
"Mum, Psalm 23:4 says,
Although the trip I had the shadow of death valleys, will not be afraid. Because you are with me. Your stick, your success, I have comfort.
Since we are already out of the Valley of the cause of death, the future can only get better and better. You believe in God, and since his life, from small to large accumulation of suffering, the burden God has entrusted. I believe him, he will back after you stepped down from the life. Mom, thank you "

Here, on behalf of all I would like to wish all the youth fellowship of the mothers, Happy Mother's Day!